Entering zero point

When you recognize that the me is an illusion everything collapses.
That is what the holy scripts of born again is about.
"It’s not only pleasant".
Earlier I believed that that enlightenment nirvana ore what ewer you like too cal it, was a state when everything would be
Total fulfillment
Total joy
Total bliss
No problems existing
All questions would be answerd.
But it’s more like take the first step again.
What going to happen now?
The I/ME don’t know.
My natural state knows that the so cal me doesn’t exist.
So what to do, get, go, learn, and practice?
No-thing.....
Absolutely zero can be added to me
This is the tricky thing.
The me have been robbed.
It has no future
It has no past
There is nothing the me can do.
No wonder the Buddha laughed.
So the me just go one being lived as it always was.
What a joke :)