Wednesday, 22 October 2008

Never not here

What you are is simple.

It can’t be grasped or understood.

STOP.

The being is allways, owned by no one.

Separation from what you are is just identification whit thought.

YOU ARE NOT THE THOUGHTS.

The thought is just appearance/form.

"?" is there

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

imagine if there was a time before you could think, before you could conceptualize, before you had associations or learned thoughts, before you could communicate with words, before you believed you were 'on earth', before ANY thought or belief existed, before you mapped sonic vibrations to words and thoughts and concepts...

There was just _____________.

Space, silence, nothingness.

Imagine that nothingness right now.

No thought, just hearing, seeing feeling with no interpretation, categorization, judgement. Just experiencing as is. Maybe like a rooted tree experiencing wind, rain, birds, and sound vibrations moment by moment. Being aware of all activity and sensations, open to all, and not filtering anything...

Even before hearing seeing feeling breathing. It was and is there. THAT nothingness which has no name.

You are THAT. In that point of awareness.Allow yourself to go there now. Feel it. Be it, and don't be afraid for it is what you are, before the mind which it freely enabled to exist and become what it is (which believes it is the truth and reality).

You are that nothingness that is in and aware of all that is manifest in your mind and in your perceptions and in everything you see and experience.

That nothingness has no name but you are it. You just assume it is your mind's concept of "me" or "I". But, if you look before mind, you will find that there is no individual there. Just an idea of "me" borne of the mind. and the mind and thinking is born of the infinite, omnipresent, nameless, allness or oneness.

When you imagine this and allow yourself to see that possibility and allow yourself to see that truth and accept it, being from the one nothingness (or whatever word one may use in learned language), which is pure and quite vibrant and alive, everything becomes fresh and present and aware and there is nothing to fear or worry about for what becomes evident is the enablement of the wonder of the smallest microbe and the immense infinite universe that continues to form and die on an infinite number of levels. Life just happens moment to moment. And it may be sensed or felt or realized that there is an intelligence in the moment that is not controlled by minds but just is.

You realize that most everyone is living the illusion of the minds concepts of reality.

Traffic lights, police, taxes, bills, suburbs. Controlling your destiny, achievement, success and fame.

Being someone or being nobody. All ideas of the limited mind.

You learned all this and accepted it as reality but it is not the ultimate reality, only relative and situational. It cannot be an enduring truth because it was manufactured by minds.

Thoughts are fragmentary, fleeting, limited and not enduring truth. All are products of the mind's view, your mind, mine, and the collective mind.

Over time, such concepts are believed to be the truth, they are built-up and developed. They are impressive and have impact to the mind for the mind created them, but before the mind was created, it never knew about the source, the nothingness, because it came from that. A child of that, with dna from that, but it is not that. It can only point to that as this is...

And so when you've imagined this, maybe a crack forms, where perhaps awareness may shine through, you may see the underlying truth of who you are, and you may find that you function as you did, but you see the illusion and the mind level of most interactions with people, but know where that sits from the perspective of being.

And it lives you and you let it because you trust in the intellence of the nothing that created your body, and the earth and the universe and cars and birds and your heartbeat, breathing and functioning sweatglands, and eyesight etc etc.

And if that nothingness doesn't dawn on you, trust and accept that you are life and it happens through you and do nothing!

:-)
With appreciation and love. JN

Stark said...

Yes...